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[24 Oct 2010|04:50pm] |
i feel like laying on train tracks until i meet heaven or hell. thats too painful. suicide IS painful & i wish there was a fool proof, pain free way of doing it. its simply too hard for me anymore. school work school work. then i have to worry about bills. i have to worry about homework. i have to worry about mom & gram. i have to stress on whether or not i get fired over STUPID BULLSHIT. where do i fit into my lifes equation? where is there me time? there isnt.
im tired :( i want this endless cycle to just STOP.
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| ctba |
[18 Oct 2008|03:06am] |
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